-_- 3rd time editing this post.

My brain not normal today,so dont care me okay.

I dont know I dont know I dont know I dont know.
I wanna know I wanna know I wanna know I wanna know.
Why Why Why Why.
Foolish,dumb fuck.
Why am I borned dumb.
Why do I have a pea sized brain, or should I say, no brain.
Hate it hate it hate it.
Empty empty empty.
Farquhar farquhar farquhar.

I just feel that the whole world is against me.
And I hate it. I am a hypocrite, I may talk to you in msn or real life a lot, but deep down I may fking hate you.
Not one,but many of you.
I am a fucking liar, the slightest thing you do can just make me fucking hate you.
Without you realising it.
I am a petty, unreasonable mutton farquhar.
I am fake. I always lie. I am a pot that always call the kettle black. I am just a fucka that you dont wish to know. I am a backstabber. I cant keep secrets. I fucking gossip a lot. I always make empty promises. I get annoyed easily. I have 0 tolerance for stupid people. I despise people. I am fucking full of myself. I am a busybody.

I have no one to confide to. No listening ears, no one to share my problems, no one to advice me. I have nothing. I am on my own, and I dont like it. I want to have someone reliable to give me advice, someone who is always there for me. Someone who makes me feel like I am eating Long john silver everytime without getting fat or what. Someone who can clarify my doubts. Someone that can make me laugh even if I gain 10kg,or even when the whole world is against me. Someone that makes me feel that it's worth living even I am living in Afghanistan.
-_- Just ignore me, whatever I say here is a bore and meaningless.

I wish I can share my problems, but then I am afraid that people will find me irritating,an attention seeker that wants the whole world to feel sad for. -_-